Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Drama try-outs.

Sometimes life is very very good...and sometimes its just not. It's been one of those weeks of just not. We all have them, and I guess you can choose to dwell in them, to relish them... or you can recognize they are there and get excited that eventually they will end and very very good is just around the corner.

Today I had the opportunity to talk about this week and the associated drama of this week with my friend and mentor Tim from Focus on the Family. He started to tell me about babies and parents. He said that sometimes babies cry and squirm and move and cry more. And parents will wrap the baby up in a tight blanket and the baby will stop crying and the parent will whisper shhhhh I love you... shhhh my child I love you.

Tim's point was simple. God wants whisper amazing words of love and comfort to us. But, we are bigger then babies, and we squirm more and its harder to wrap us adults up in a blanket... so God waits with anticipation for us to be still so that God can whisper to us shhhh... I love you. Shhhh It's going to be ok... I'm here and I love you. Shhh be still.

Drama try-outs are over in my heart. I choose to snuggle down in complete surrender to the wisdom and love of the Lord. PEACE.

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Be healed!

This week I encountered a side of God that I didn't think still existed. At some point in my life I came to the conclusion that the part of God that deals with healing people was no longer applicable to our modern society. I guess I figured that if God gives all people a job to do, maybe that was why God created doctors. It wasn't that I didn't trust God, or even God's ability to heal a person. More, I just thought God gave certain people the gift of healing...and those people became doctors, and God worked through the doctors to accomplish human healing.... that is until Saturday when my little theological bubble burst and my eyes were opened to a radical new side of God!

Jr. High snow retreat, a.k.a "Jr Highers don't sleep and neither do their leaders camp" happened about a week ago. We had a blast, but I got the flu. And a fever that lasted the entire week after we returned home. It was Saturday (a week after "sleep is overrated camp") and I still had a 102 degree fever. I was tired of staying inside, so my friend Brian and I decided to go to church. The pastor, Tim, was talking about John 5 where Jesus asks a man who had been unable to walk if he wanted to be healed. The man says yes and Jesus tells him to pick up his mat and walk. So he does. Then Tim gave the congregation the opportunity to be prayed for... and I figured if God didn't use a doctor to make the man walk, maybe God alone could heal a fever. So I went up and Tim prayed and God made my fever go away. I walked back to my chair absolutely in shock that God decided to remove the fever, but more in shock that God healed. I went home and immediately grabbed my thermometer thinking that I had been one of those "power of positive thinking makes you feel better and masks your illness" type of people. Thermometer read 98.6 on the money! Apparently God did indeed remove my fever. But the story gets better.

Monday comes around and I have the opportunity to take a great but kind of grumpy kid out to coffee. The girl says that she's sick (hence the grumpy exterior)... and I said to her... "Do you want to become well?" I figured if Jesus used those words, the question was fair game. She said "yes" and looked at me quizzically. I said, "Then we should pray because the Bible says that we can pray about being sick and sometimes God gets rid of our sickness." So we prayed... not joking... she went from horse to talking...and from being grumpy to being in awe of God...and she said verbatim, "I didn't think God still did that....but he does." I said, yep he does!" And I laughed inside at the irony and sweetness of the whole thing.

God heals our hearts. God heals our minds. God heals our bodies. God heals our souls. God's healing power is active, and very much alive today. Do you want to be well? Bow down an pray, then stand up and be whole!